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24. female. cynic. artist. gamer. writer. singer. songwriter.


February 13th, 2013

O u O

Filters. I love filters. I love privacy, too.

May 4th, 2011


If you're looking for my deviantART account, you won't find it. If you've stumbled upon it and seen it was deactivated, it was by choice, not hack.

That is all.

February 20th, 2011


Apparently someone took it personally. My accounts are being destroyed. Now I trust no one. Grats, internet.

October 8th, 2009

1) Don't tell her to calm down. If she's ranting, let her finish.

2) Don't patronize her over anything.

3) Don't argue with her. She will hurt you, herself, and anyone else that gets involved.

4) Don't make her repeat questions.

5) Don't make her repeat answers.

6)Don't offer help, UNLESS SHE ASKS FOR IT.

7) Don't joke unless you make it CERTAIN that that's what you're doing.

8) Don't ask her to do anything for you. She's in pain, bloated, and feeling ugly.

9) Don't touch her, unless she makes it clear that it's okay.

10) Don't whine about how shitty YOUR DAY has been, unless she ASKS. Because right now, your day sounds better no matter how you dish it out.

August 28th, 2009


I used to draw the female figure all the time in high school. ALL THE TIME. Then one day, I decided to draw a man. I got stares, and comments like, "Why don't you draw some tits?" Upset me quite a bit. Then I would see those boys drawing the female figure, focusing on the vagina, hind, and of course, breasts. I was in a world where women ruled the canvas. So, to exact revenge upon my peers, I went into an independent study of the MALE FIGURE, to get better and combat their skills. I mainly learned through the Burne Hogarth book Dynamic Figure Drawing. The rest was an issue of Playgirl magazine, and a couple issues of GQ (Gentleman's Quarterly). Once I was finished with my crusade, I drew nothing but penis, chiseled chests. abdomens, angular hips, broad shoulders... you name it. I wasn't shy about it either. if they were going to flash breasts and vagina, I was going to flash PENIS in all its flaccid glory!

To me, the female figure is fun to draw, but hardly a challenge--all curves and gravity. The male figure, on the other hand, is angled, sharp in places, with subtle curve... quite the task in comparison.

And so, that is why I can draw the male figure so well. I guess you can call it inadvertent peer pressure.

August 26th, 2009

This is for my records in case any lawsuits come of it. It was also on deviantART and not deleted. :3

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Resident Evil Series Rant

This is going here because I'm deleting most if not ALL of my journals on dA. So, I apologize for the spam.

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March 6th, 2009

Butch Dialogue

All of this crap wasn't easily acquired. Took much wandering, talking, and different circumstances to get. And I'm still not done.

Idle Dialogue:

"You goin' the right way?"
"Do you even know where you're going?"
"Man, I'm all itchy!"
"Can we rest or somethin'?"
"Tunnel Snakes rule!"
"I always new you were a teacher's pet."
"Hey, did you hear that?"
"Man, that creeps me out. That thing up there. You know, the sky?"
"Being sober really sucks."
"Man, it stinks. The Vault never smelled like this."
"Can we go now?"
"You wanna get out of here?"
"It's so bright out here."
"I need some shades or somethin'."
"Let's get inside, I hate it out here."
"What if someone's followin' us?"
"Man, this place gives me the creeps!"

Talk Engaged:

"Come back if you need somethin'."
"What's up?"
"What's the story, my fellow Tunnel Snake?"
"You can't fire me! I'm the boss of this gang! And I say you're fired! And that I'm going back to Rivet City for a drink! Suck on that!"
"I guess I can let you back into the gang. Once a Snake, always a Snake, huh? Let's roll!"
"You got somethin' to say to the Butch-man?"
"Oh, come on, what?"
"Hey, what's the word?"
"Yeah, well the Snakes don't need you anyway! We don't anything but liquor and guns! Yeah!"
"Yeah, yeah, very funny."
"Yeah, that's what I thought."
"If this means more stuff for Butch, I'm all for it."
"About time you got back. I got a full clip and an empty flask. Time we fixed that, huh?"
"Yeah, let's hit it!"
"Sure thing, man."
"So the Tunnel Snakes can ride again! Or slither again, whatever."
"I get any farther, I might as well be back in the bar. And that's sounding like a better idea all the time, trust me."
"Oh, I'm the best, baby!"
"I've got other things to do."
"Get lost, nosebleed."
"You're alright kid, see you around."
"You're alright, pipsqueak, now run along before you get hurt."
"About time. Seriously."
"If you wanna get closer to me, that's all you gotta say, girl."
"What, you don't like my after shave?"
"There better be some action soon, or I'm heading back to the bar."
"I can stab, I can shoot, I can do lots of things. What's your pleasure?"
"Let's rumble, yeah!"
"You'd better believe it! I should've gotten my hands on some of these earlier!"
"Fine, but what am I supposed to do? Work on my needlepoint or somethin'?"
"Yeah, because that's how Snakes fight! All up in your face with fangs and... knives 'n stuff!"
"Oh, like you know better? What?"
"Sure, I guess. Just don't get in my way, is all I'm saying."
"Sure, fine, whatever."
"About time. Seriously."
"I'm gonna barber the hell outta that hair."
"Okay, hold still."
"So... near, far? Come on, make up your mind."
"Sure thing, man."
"Up close and personal, that's how I like it."

Quest Dialogue:
"Damn right you will. Get lost."
"Yeah? What do you want?"
"Damn right. And you'll stay out of our way if you know what's good for you. No one messes with the Tunnel Snakes. Especially not this stuck up little Daddy's girl."
"None of your business, kid. Get outta here before you get hurt. If you mess with the Tunnel Snakes you're askin' for it, got me?"
"What's the matter, Daddy's girl gonna cry?"
"You've got that right. Just keep moving and maybe we won't come looking for you next. Leave Tunnel Snake business to the Tunnel Snakes."
"Only the baddest gang in Vault 101. Like you don't know. We rule this vault, and what we say goes. You'll stay out of our way if you know what's good for you."
"Maybe you're right. We can deal with her later."
"Come on, Tunnel Snakes, this little bitch isn't worth our time."
"We'll talk to your little friend... later. Ha, ha, ha."
"And who are you, her boyfriend? Ha!"
"Keep talking like that, boy, and we'll send you back to your Daddy with a few broken bones for him to fix."
"You've gotta be kidding me."
"Come on Tunnel Snakes, this twerp needs another lesson."
"Her weight, huh? I can see why."
"Amata's not fat, she's just 5 feet too short."
"You gonna go cry to your Daddy, fatass?"
"We're gonna run outta rations if Amata keeps eating."
"She is lookin' a little heavy."
"Buzz off, nosebleed."
"Get outta my face."
"Yo, teach', I'm done!"
"You're so full of it! That isn't true!"
"You gotta help me! My Mom is trapped in there with the radroaches!"
"No, I can't go back in there. It's... it's dark, and there's radroaches."
"You gotta help me, she's not gonna last much longer in there. Can't your hear her screamin'?"
"You're a real bastard, you know that? I hate your fucking guts!"


"Sit on it!"
"These suckers are so screwed!"
"Lock and load!"
"You don't even know how screwed you are!"
"That's it, no more Mister Nice Butch!"
"Oh, man!"
"Holy shit! You just killed them! Like, dead!"
"Okay, you need to calm down!"
"You're pathetic."
"Oh, shit! That hurt!"
"No more Mister Nice Guy!"
"Hey, asshole! No fair fighting back!"
"This whole scene is crazy!"
"You are in so much trouble now!"
"Man, sure beats livin' in the Vault, eh?"
"You think that'll stop a Tunnel Snake?"
"Screw that noise!"
"Hope you weren't thinkin' of becoming a model, pal!"
"You're askin' for it, pal!"
"Don't you know who you're dealing with? I'm Butch, punk!"
"Give up now, if you know what's good for you!"
"Tunnel Snakes for life!"
"Rock & Roll!"
"Oh, crap! Oh, crap-crap-crap!"
"Eat it!"

End Combat:

"Screw this, let's have a drink."
"Yeah, how you like it?"
"We are so the baddest gang in the Wastes!"
"Tough luck, pal."
"How do ya like me now?"
"Yeah, eat it."
"Sucker didn't know who he was messin' with. Ha!"
"No one messes with the Tunnel Snakes!"

Friendly Fire:

"Watch it, okay?"
"That wasn't very nice!"
"Ow! That hurts you know."
"Come on, stop that."
"Think you can take charge of the gang by getting rid of me?!"
"Hey, cut it out!"


"Tunnel Sn..."

January 23rd, 2008

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It's not every day someone turns 25, is it, but damned if it isn't forgotten.

You'd think I would get use to this rejection every year.

January 6th, 2008

Happy Birthday, again!

Sorry if I missed yours on the 5th... that was my brother's birthday, too... and I... didn't want to be reminded. Happy belated, in that case.

Happy Birthday to:
vitna January 6th
silent_psy January 14th
keijiaurion January 22nd
ayleid January 23rd (Yes, happy birthday to me. It gets forgotten a lot, have to even remind myself these days...)

January 1st, 2008


I hope it starts off great for everyone. Love you all!!!!!! CHEERS!!!!

December 10th, 2007


Okay, I'm so scared I'm going to magically forget, so here's the Happy Birthdays in advance for this month:
HAPPY early BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
awillowweeping, mcpo_john117, fajra, kaseii

May your birthdays be more eventful than mine are, and may your family remember it, too.

November 14th, 2007

I WIN!!!




Writer's Block: ROFL

What comedian makes you pee your pants laughing?

Lewis Black and Eddie Izzard.

November 11th, 2007


Happy Birthday to: kikaimegami! :D I'll try to make an effort, starting today, to catch birthdays of those on my friends list. Sorry I missed yours if it's already passed. Wasn't intentional.

And if you want to talk to me, catch me on
MSN: ayleidoon[@]hotmail.com
AIM: Ayleidic
YIM: anothir[@]yahoo.com

I'll also try to check here once a week. o.o Been a long time. Eeek... I need new icons.

November 3rd, 2007


O_O I have several reasons why I haven't updated here.

1. James
2. World of Warcraft
3. Work
4. deviantART

Thank you.

October 17th, 2005

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